I hate my life

I hate my life..

<sup>I have no best friend..I feel retarded..
Nobody love me..
My crush hates me because of NO reason..
I don't get what the thing I want..but other people does..
I always crying in my bedroom everynight..
because reminding my fate..Why did I exist in this world if my life is suckss?
damn..
sometimes I feel wanna kill myself with knife..
but I can't..Idk why..


Its hurt..
I feel wanna screamm so louuudd in one place
and crying so badly..
but there ish no place that allowed me to did those things..
I'm shame to do that infront of people..
They will laugh at me and though that I'm crazy..


WHY THIS LIFE ISH NOT FAIR?? TT_TT

I can't continue typing these word because the tear have out of my eyes..
...
I can't take this anymore..</sup>